Surprised!

I was not expecting what I saw when I walked into the room. All my friends and my fam there to see me. So shocked! It was great! I loved it! I have to admit I was not in the mood to pack up Alex and go up to the church to drop off a few forgotten items for a neighbors party (my mom's cover story). But once I got into that room all was forgotten. I can tell you one of the best surprises! And to have so many people there. Steph came down form Logan, Ad came from work, and I'm sure everyone had similar stories. I loved it! What a good day! After my party I went with my Family to the fair which was fun. I got to see my old neighbors the Neves. It was great. Sunday my mom made my birthday dinner...so yummy! And of course today is my birthday. It's been like a party for three days. How great is that?! Thanks everyone for all the love! I love you all!

A Doctor's Worry

August 15
Isn't funny how you can have the same disease as someone else, someone you love and you're not worried about you having it but you're terrified for the other person? So afraid of what it is and can do to them. This rings loud and clear for me as this is how I feel. Today my doctor told me I'm showing yet another sign of lupus. My joints are inflamed (she found four or five between my hands and feet). It's made her concerned. She doesn't want it to be lupus or to give me that label. She said it would make it a lot harder to get married, impossible to get insurance, and if I want kids (which is a yes) it will be very difficult. It would be a high risk pregnancy with lots of possible complications. I'd need major monitoring the whole time and specialty doctors. I'm not worried about the marriage bit, the right guy will love me even with lupus. That won't stand in his/our way. I hate the insurance thing-it's so dumb not to let sick people have insurance. It just doesn't make any seance. And while the pregnant part does have me a little apprehensive, I'm not in dispare about it. Ever since I got my patriarchal blessing I've gathered that it wouldn't be easy. But what can I say, I'm a difficult child. And I'll show how difficult I can be by fighting it. For the man who loves me for me and not mortal things. For the sweet children I want so badly to bring into this world (even if it means adoption-totally good with that). For every person who has stood by me every moment. And for me, I'm too stubborn to let this illness win.
Now I must say it's not official yet. My Dr wants to wait and see. I'll be getting some more test results to help guide her. But I'm ready for whatever the outcome may be. I've had the feeling since mom was diagnosed . That feeling became stronger when I found out fibromyalga often turns into lupus. So it's only a matter of time really. I'm good for I am blessed. I just want my mom to be okay. I worry about her.

High School Tag!

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I accept your tag Manda...now I shall stroll down memory lane. By the way, I stole some of Manda's answers.

1. Did you date anyone from your high school? Yep.

2. What kind of car did you drive? The great white taxi...My Dodge Aries. Poor people with long legs :)

3. Were you a party animal? Not the “normal” party animal but I was always playing with friends and having movie nights and stuff :)

4. Were you considered a flirt? Not a crazy one, but if the mood took me I would have my moments.

5. Were you in band, orchestra or choir? Band geek baby! I did a bit of orchestra when they needed me.

6. Were you a nerd? All the way!

7. Were you on any varsity teams? Heavens no

8. Did you ever get suspended or expelled? No but I did cut class early a time or two

9. Can you still sing the fight song? Yes but I didn't learn it till Sr. as I always played it in the band.

10. Who were your favorite teachers? Mrs. Lofgren and Mr. Ferrin

11. Where did you sit for lunch? Commons area mostly.

12. What was your school's full name? Hunter High School

13. What was your mascot? Wolverines

14. If you could go back and do it again, would you? Yes, would change a few things though…

15. What do you remember most about graduation? Signing in grad, setting up a fake proposal, chalking Bro Taylor @ 1am ish, and kicking Jon Earl out around 3am then jumping on his bed for breakfast later that morning.

16. Where did you go on Senior Skip Day? We didn’t have one but I skipped a lot my Sr. year!

17. Were you in any clubs? Sign, Drama, Pep Band

18. Have you gained weight since then? Unfortunately :( way too much

19. Who was your prom date? Derek and Jon Peterson (hooray for duct tape!)

20. Are you planning on going to your 10 year reunion? Maybe, if we have one. It would rock if they did other years too so I could see everyone

21. Did you take any school trips? California for band-yeah baby!

22. What are your best memories from high school? Sr. year...so much drama but the best people and so many incredible times.

Tag! You're It!!

Banda's House

So my sweet Alex has fallen in love with Manda, her house and Kitty. It's the cutest thing ever. We went over there the other day and now he gets so excited about it. He asks where Banda (that's how he says Manda) is. He also of course asks about the Kitty. He's so scared of her but loves seeing her anyway. I haven't seen him get so excited about someone outside of the family. It's cause Manda's awesome! Thanks Manda for being so great! When the time comes you are going to be such an awesome mom!

Watching History Unfold

August 10
I just watched one of the biggest upsets in Olympic history. It was the men's 4X100 meter relay. The US were going up against France who said they would crush the Americans. Everyone was sure France would win it. I had hope and believed they could do it. They are amazing! It was so close, I was shouting at the TV willing them it win. And they didby just a split second. Not only that but it broke the world record by three or four seconds. It was so insane. I had to watch the medal cerimony. And as the national anthem played I could not help but taer up. I believe I tear up whenever I hear it. I'm tearing up just thinkging about it. It's great to live in this country-the promised land. A place where I can be free to live with out fear or opression. Where I can worship how I may. And those freedoms are defended by so many great men and women. This nation is so blessed. I am so blessed.

Unhappy Endings

August 2
Grrr! I really hate it when I get into something such as a show or a book (show being all forms -tv, movie, play) and they just kill off a main person. I get so attached and connected to them, concerned about their "life" then it's taken away. And it's just not the same. Lately that's all the writers have been doing. On every season finale someone has died or they've broken up a group of people in some form or another. I was just telling my mom how I am really enjoying this new Robin Hood series on BBCA. Then tonight they kill two people I really like. One a super major player in the story of Robin Hood. It's like it's tainted now. I'm not sure I'll be watching next season. But to ease my upset mind I've decided to take this way of thinking so everything will be alright...The person dies then they go to heaven where they receive and joyfully accept the gospel. If they are parted from the one they love then both lovers accept and get sealed so they can be together than death do they part. A happy ending after all.
Now shifting a bit I'd like to quickly say how awesome Ammon was (I'm sure he still is). Everyone likes him for the cutting off of the arms of the wicked men but it's what he did after that makes me admire him. He shows he's a hard core missionary, a true disciple of God. I love his conversation with the king about it. How he uses his actions as a teaching tool. He is so humble and gives the glory to God. He is nonstop serving the people plus he's so patient (I don't know if I'd wait for over an hour for the king to make a comment on a simple question). So awesome, what a great man! Fav. quote from Ammon is in Alma 18:34&35

Party!

July 29
I have been given an assignment by Manda and Scott after visiting them (two of my favorite people) to write down my thoughts at night and then share them in my blog. I call it a brain party as I tend to have a whole bunch of random thoughts as I try to sleep. It's like they are having a party in my brain and that's why I can't sleep. So here I am writing away. And what pray tell is on my mind tonight? Many things of course but the main thing is people being burned to death. Not a fan-what a horrible way to die. Whoever thought hey here's a fire and here's this person I don't like let's put them together and see what happens, clearly had serious issues. I cannot fathom being a bystander (especially one that's good with what's going on) let alone the one that puts flame to another person. How could one function after doing such a thing? And why in the world was it so popular for various times throughout history? To think of all the lives that were ended in such a horrific way- the righteous people who followed Alma and Amulek, Abinadi, the Spanish Inquisition, the "witch" trials, the Nazis, and even today when seriously disturbed people decide that's how they want to end someones life. I truly don't get how anyone can be okay with making someone suffer. I do take comfort from what Alma says on this subject. In Alma 14:11 that those whose lives are taken are with the lord. Their blood will be a witness against those who shed it- ultimate justice will be served.
**There's A Party In My Tummy (form Yo Gabba Gabba-don't ask)**
-I often have songs going through my head like a sound track

Brain Party

What's up with this new blog of mine? Let me tell ya. I was inspired and given the challenge to do this while I was hangin with Scott and Manda. We were discussing blogs as well as how random I tend to be the later it gets. I was given the assignment to write things down that are going through my head before bed. As I have already been doing so this wasn't hard. I just need to put it on here for all to scratch their heads and say, "What in the world?" Just remember, you asked for it! Now I won't share everything in my jornal as some things are private. Also Not every entry will be from there. I might have something to say during the waking hours (such as now). Now you know why I'm an insomniac, I have a lot going on upstairs.

sticker shock

The other day I'm cruising along with the windows down jamming out to the music, just minding my own business. A car matches my speed and the guy in it yells something to me. I thought at first something was wrong. This is what follows...(M-me G-guy) M:What? G:Is that sticker from Hawaii? (Referring to my sea turtle Honu) M:Umm...Yes. G:What part did you go to? M:It was a gift. G: That's too bad you need to go it's beautiful! Our conversation kind of ended there as I had to turn. How random is that? He did have his own Hawaiian type stickers on his car. But needless to say I wasn't expecting this in the least.

a scolded child ;)

I have been super scolded for not keeping up with my blog. So here I am head hung typing away giving all an update as to me. I am alive and well. As most of you know I've spent the last month helping my brothers get the arcade Adam has been dreaming of opening up and ready to open. It was a crazy month where I was either nannying or at the arcade (so much black paint). But now it's open and I have more free time. If you'd like to check out the website for the arcade it's http://www.gamegridarcade.com and it'd be great to have you come and enjoy the fruits of our labor. I have found that I am hooked on pinball, I love it. There are two to keep me happy. I already set two high scores on Shrek. I tell you it's interesting being a nanny, I went to the girls dance recital, it was darling. Now they want to know why I'm not at this or at that. They even shared a lovely stomach virus with me that I just got over a day or so ago. Last week I experienced what it was like to be bit by a dog. It wasn't bad, however it wasn't pleasant. It was the neighbor's dog that just decided my legs looked tasty. I went to Joni & Nate's wedding, saw lots of people and then visited my Manda. It was nice. There you have it. If you would like more talk to me.

I'm It

One Word Answers

1. Where is your cell phone? ……………….. Stool
2. Your significant other?…………………. DreamGuy
3. Your hair?……………………………… Blonde
4. Your mother? ……………………………Great
5. Your father?……………………………. Worker
6. Your favorite thing?…………………….. Chapstick
7. Your dream last night?…………………… Random
8. Your favorite drink……………………… Water
9. Your dream/goal?………………………… Mom
10. The room you’re in?…………………….. Family
11. Your ex?………………………………. Lame
12. Your fear?…………………………….. Alone
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years……….. Married
14. Where were you last night?………………. Manda's
15. What you’re not?……………………….. Rich
16. Muffins……………………………….. Yum
17. One of your wish list items?……………..Laptop
18. Where you grew up?………………………Utah
20. What are you wearing?…………………… Clothes
21. Your TV?………………………………. Upstairs
22. Your pets?…………………………….. Adorable
23. Your computer? ………………………… Nonexistant
24. Your life?…………………………….. Great
25. Your mood?…………………………….. Mello
26. Missing someone?……………………….. Yep
27. Your car?……………………………… British
28. Something you’re not wearing?……………. Shoes
29. Favorite Store?………………………… B&N
30. Your summer?…………………………… Started
31. Like someone?………………………….. Usually
32. Your favorite color?……………………. Blue
33. Last time you laughed……………………Today
34. Last time you cried?……………………. Yesturday
I tag Aim and Drea!

money matter

It's been tax season as you all know. And right before they were due I got a letter saying there was something wrong with my 2006 taxes. It really stressed me out. I've been running around trying to fix it (paying a bit over $1,500 is just not something I can do at the moment). I've had some help from my parents, my aunt, Jerrie (from my previous job) and the accountants also from my previous job. It was due to an error on some paychecks. I was so worried to go talk to the IRS, but they were quite nice and understanding. They are working with me. I'm not out of the woods yet but it's going to be okay. I think. Things finical keep popping up lately. I get one taken care of or managed then another comes in it's place. I guess it's just what I need to be tried on at this point in my life.

Easter Surprise

Easter was a very nice day for me. We had a great surprise when we went to Stake Conference. The person presiding was none other than Pres Boyd K. Packer himself. I didn't believe it at first, we never have that happen to us. But I now stand corrected. He is shorter than I thought he would be. Who knows maybe he was taller a few years ago. But just as funny, sweet and adorable. It was a great conference. A nice prep for General Conference. Pres Packer gave a great talk on being clean, repentance and using the Atonement. It was wonderful to feel the spirit so strongly with him there. I loved the rest of the day as well. I spent it with my family, it was so fun to watch Alex hunt for eggs, he was so excited.

the heiress who then got lost

Last night I was lucky enough to hang out with my Manda. We went to Pioneer Theatre to see The Heiress. (I'm sorry you weren't well enough to go Scott, but I sure enjoyed going). It was well done, and the story was different than the usual which I didn't mind. If you are looking for a ride off into the sunset and a happily ever after then not quite the play you want to go see. I connected with the main character which I feel you should if they've done a proper job. I have to say Manda made me feel loads better in getting a little lost going home. I was lost too. It was great! I'm always lost and it's good to know I'm not the only one it happens to. Thanks Manda for a good evening! I was dying to get out!

in shock

Last Friday I awoke to my mom crying hysterically saying "I'm sorry" and things like that. But then she said your dad hit your car. I just couldn't process it. I was going oh, okay, maybe mom's being over dramatic. It isn't going to be bad, it's probably just scratched. I went out and my dad is yelling at no one in particular, my mom is still crying, and there is Tink (yes I named my car and that is her name) with the back drivers side wheel well battered, and some parts hanging a bit. Honestly I didn't go close and inspect it til I was on the phone with my insurance agent a while later. I just hung back went okay, okay, completely in shock. Went and called my dealer, an auto repair shop they recommended, my insurance. I have talked to a lot of random people about my poor car. I have had a hard time with the whole thing. I just can't wait for her to be back to her beautiful self. It's getting fixed on Tuesday. Fingers crossed!
*Just a side note-I haven't had anything else about the mission, but if I hear...

rollercoster of a class

It was any normal Sunday. I received a phone call that would throw me for a loop. My bishop asked if I still wanted to serve a mission my heart stopped, I would like to but didn't think it was possible. He wanted me to go to a mission prep class then we would discuss the possibility of me going. I hung up the phone and was in shock, did I really just have that conversation? Was there really a possibility of me going on a mission? I dare not hope. The next few hours waiting for the class I was numb. When it came time to actually be in the class I was an emotional wreak. I had butterflies like crazy. The whole time I was fighting tears. Could this really be happening? I don't want to get excited or attached. It was a great lesson. A little weird to be in a class with such young guys, two of the boys were little brothers of friends. After I got into my car I was overcome with all the emotions I'd been trying to keep in. I was shaking, crying, laughing. It was hard to describe how I felt. But I still don't know what it is that the bishop has in mind, I'm suppose to meet with him about it. I don't know what the Lord has in store for me but I'm ready and willing.

anne

I saw this quiz on Steph's blog (who got it from Kati's) and thought it would be fun. I like Jane Austin and it's always interesting to see what they come up with as your "personality." I haven't heard of Anne Elliot or the book Persuasion! she is from. I now have a new book to find and read. It will be interesting to see how much I connect with her. She looks like a fighter with a bit of sass!

Take the Quiz here!

m&m in me

A while back Drea and I made ourselves and each other as m&ms. I've seen the commercials and decided to go back and do mine again. Just for kicks and giggles. They've added some better stuff (I don't think they had flip-flops last time). So here I am...in a forest with a random phone booth (I had to have something from England in it). I wish they would have had some cute lace gloves, but what can you do?

what a week

This past week has been an interesting one. I had my last day at lifeline on Wednesday. I will admit there are some people there I will miss. But I do feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I also started as a nanny for my cousins three girls. All under the age of six. They are cute. But the best part about this week has been the birthdays, it was Alex and Adam's. I got to spend time with them and have fun. It's great to be able to do that.

the night the ball dropped

Get down and party on! New Years eve was spent at a party thrown by the lovely Shell. I had fun. Though I did feel a little out of my element, I haven't been to a party (a non-family or non-ward party) for so long. It was nice to see some people that I haven't seen for awhile. There were some people that I had met at the concert there, which was nice to see. I felt kind of like a party pooper since I left a few minutes after midnight, I get worn out so easy. But I really wanted to say till midnight and I did. I have no pictures from that night, I forgot my camera since I was rushing with a million things. But what can you do?

magical time

While I have had a hard time with deciding on my favorite holiday, I think it is Christmas. I love the magic. I love how low key it is for my family. We hang out with each other all day, it's great. And we always stop opening our gifts to see what the other one is opening. I just enjoy it, and I didn't realize how much until this year. I don't know if it was appreciating things more or it was seeing the magic for Alex or a mix. But all I have to say is it is wonderful.

Christmas Party Hop

December is full of parties. I went to my fair share. The first one I ventured to was the ward Christmas party where I got to get up as part of the entertainment. I joined the young women (as part of my new calling) in a lip sync. What a walk down memory lane that was! Then the work party, good food. The extended family breakfast was next. Food, family, the usual. My favorite was when Santa and Mrs. Claus came, who isn't excited to see Santa? I loved seeing the little kids light up when they came in. They were captivated when Mrs. C read them a story, a few cried when it came to sitting on laps, others had to show them what they got. I loved the magic. It was also funny to see Ben sit on Santa's lap-for the last time. Right before Christmas I went to my aunts to see more family where something unexpected happened. Two people were there I did not think I knew. It was Santa and his Mrs. They were giving gifts to the little ones and taking family photos. The magic was there. As they were leaving Mrs. Claus came, gave me a hug and whispered in my ear, "Lacey, you don't remember us but we remember you. We were Charles friends." Then Santa comes up and says, "Hello Lacey! Surprised I know your name? I know these things," he hands me some candy canes, laughs and leaves. Now this took me aback. My Uncle Charles died when I was five. I only have one or two memories. How could they remember me from so long ago? I mean he had seven kids, my aunt had eleven, and they remember a five year old? Crazy! The last party I missed. Christmas eve, I was in bed with the stomach flu.